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why this one

It was on the morning of what would have been my father's birthday the first sunflower opened (July 5th), alone and singular - it makes me ask the question "why this one and why this day"? Should I anthropomorphize it into a human condition as being the unique one - an almost religious one "the one", "the first coming"? When I gathered the seeds from September 2019 I didn't know if they were from the tall or the small flower heads - it turned out that very few were short. Perhaps, like the Norwegian idea of sameness (all children should be equal and not be above or below each other in the system), should I pull out all the early ones to ensure a synchronized opening? Clearly not... but I also have many very weak ones which can hardly stand - I can not commit to tidying them up by pulling them out. Yet I take it seriously that one came for the day of his birth, far ahead any other, something about him, sunflowers and me