I feel my identity just became redundant in a spiralling butterfly effect that came from a bacteria in China, so now I am too white, too English, too 'she' pronoun, too old, too not a collective, too ugly, too poor, too working class, too difficult and introverted, making work that is  too expensive to build and too depressed. So I am going to go back to being a camera/ventriloquist/projector, become a mechanism once more and dump this neoliberal identity politics that is being dumped on us. Those days of being a machine seemed more fulfilling. My pronoun is 'it'.